January 2011
140 posts
i havent slept before 6am all week...
decided to be sensible and not go out last night, do some work and try to get sleep. I managed to finish coursework and get to sleep before half 3, miracle since ive been wide awake till at least 6am the past week (some days i didnt sleep untill 8/9am)
then my flatmate, who i had already asked to be quiet in the hopes that i would be asleep, came home, screaming and shouting, bringing loads of...
have you ever...
had a dream where you know that you’re fast asleep and dreaming? so its like you’re in a dream but you know its a dream? That happened me today. He was there and we were chatting together. He hugged me and because I knew it was a dream I held onto him so tight and breathed in that masculine, typical ‘boy’ smell.
Then, i thought i had woken up because i heard my phone go...
even if it was crazy...
I loved the days when i dyed my hair constantly, wore false nails and hair extensions, drank as much as i wanted, danced like a mad woman and didnt give a toss about anyone or anything.
I told you id claim back my life and now I really am.
my training has started to tone me up already, Ive got my false nails (that you hated) back on, the extensions never went (you couldnt take those bad boys...
tell me not to miss you...
and then you leave the country without a word? this is crazy.
how did we get to this?
“To love would be an awfully big adventure.”
– K.M. Barrie (via binds)
nottiantiquata asked: i'm so sorry you lost some people close to you. i know how that is and it's the worst possible feeling, i wish none of us had to experience it. i think your tattoo idea is wonderful, it isn't silly at all. it obviously has a special meaning for you and to me, that's the only reason one should get a tattoo. also, i'm happy to hear you like the 'question of the...
Reblog if you want an Anon's honest opinion of you...
how would you react?
if you told someone you missed them and their reply was “Dont miss me. im not worth it. seriously.”
Help me ladies :(
How do I find closure?
the last time it was from an apology. I moved on, until you came home and pulled me right back. I just cant do this anymore, I need it to end or I really dont know what it will do to me. my confidence isnt half of what it had been and I want that back.
nottiantiquata asked: oh you didn't seem rude at all, sweetie. no worries! i do hope you finished your paper! may i ask what you're currently majoring in?
nottiantiquata asked: hehe you weren't rambling! i agree it is a bit scary. i feel like so many people my age have their whole lives planned out and i'm just kinda sitting back and watching as everyone around me grows up :/ may i ask when you turn 21? and thank you for allowing me to post, so far your answer is all i have :)
nottiantiquata asked: thank you so much for answering my question of the day, sweetie. i really appreciate it! i think that's a lovely dream you have. i'm almost 21 and i still am unsure as to what i'd like to do in the future, so don't worry, you're not alone! i just want to ask to make sure - is it alright if i post that on my list later? i know sometimes dreams can be personal, so i...
taylorganggurl asked: hey people exposed/talking crap about you on http://tinyurl.com/littlewiseone just thought id tell you