couldnt even tell you how often Ive woke up with a hangover the past two weeks. Or how many times Ive looked at my phone or facebook and just thought ‘jesus Shan you need to stop’ . Theres been so many times Ive thought I should stop and see how much money I could save but Ive never even tried. It scares me that I actually dont know if i could handle not having it.
Considering stopping or at very least cutting down throughout Lent. I dunno how many things Ive fucked up because of my drinking. I need to stop.
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